Don't regret when i am gone.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Hello bitch & bastard. Woke up at six plus today. Hubby five plus text me. But i ignore his message & continue my sleep. Was very tired. Then force myself to wake up just to reply his message. By the time i text him. He got to go for his camp. Sad die me. Then never mind loh. Say goodbye to him. My mum going bring me to IBS the open house. Gonna send me to study at there. Really gonna gone mad soon. This course is not my interest and i don't like that course from the start. Even if you force me to study at there, i also won't pay much attention. I will just sleep throughout the lesson. You are just wasting your money to put me in that course or perhaps school. I know this course will be good to my future but i just don't intend to study that course. And if i failed , you are also wasting your money & wasting my time at there. Everyday take train to there then change to purple line. It's so tiring & inconvenience for me. I hate squeezing inside the train with those people as you know. I hate crowded place & i hate being alone. Please think of my feeling. A thousand isn't a small matter it's a big matter. If i don't study well , I'll just get out of that school. I hope you understand my feelings. And i now having my lips piercing , do you think the school will accept me or just asking me to take out my stud? I don't want. I'm tired of studying. Maybe you could bring me to a secondary school & study. That would be better for me. I have nothing to say anymore. And i'll have less time meeting hubby. Sad die me. I know i shouldn't have gone into a relationship with anyone but you guys are controlling me. Don't let me do this & that. I know it's for my own good but please at least give me some freedom. Shall stop my nonsense about you.

Hubby is coming back tomorrow. Won't be meeting him often cause i have to study that course which my mum assist me to. Super ultra no freedom anymore. Perhaps i should concentrate & study? Let me think about it. Hubby also ask me go study. It's one week since i've quitted smoking. I really must quit it. Cause i don't want to get any cancer. If im studying, what happen to my lips piercing? Another things to worried. Won't be posting my blog so often as i usually do. (:

Goodbye~